2013-07-30 03:43 pm

We Can't Do This - Adults only

Hi, okay, it's Nova. I wrote this fic for [personal profile] athousandfaces_suz. It has another part. They are very badly named and very much not safe for work, so read at your own risk. These are set in a post-war Volstov, but with references to roleplay done in [insanejournal.com profile] strangergamesrp. Enjoy!

You do realize we can't do this... )
2013-07-28 02:39 pm

"Asking For It" Aka a day in a 21-year-old girl's life

Hi, I'm Nova. Let me take you on a trip through my world as a young female adult, okay?

When I wake up in the morning, it's a rather arduous process. There's not much to do in Charleston--and that's where I live, at least the general area: Charleston, WV--that doesn't require lots of money or lots of people. Or drugs, but let's not go into that, shall we? So, I'm rather a homebody, because of this lack of anything to do that I have the resources for. The only time I go out is when I really need to, or when I'm having a good day and have a lot of ridiculous, aimless energy. Or if I'm working.

Today was one of those good days, and I also needed to get gas and get something to eat. I put on a nice little dress because hey, it's summer and it's hot. I wore a bra because I didn't want my nipples poking through. Now, see, usually that would be okay, but my bra straps showed and I have cleavage due to this one and the low-cut dress, so, clearly, I'm a slut.

Yeah, you read that right. Due to what I'm wearing, I'm a slut. I want a man to introduce his dick to my vagina (yeah, I said it, deal with it).

This dress comes above my knees and is flowey, the wind catching it and lifting it just a little. Oh, clearly, because of this, I want it.

My legs are bare, but mostly shaven, and I'm wearing flips. And when the wind catches my dress, I bunch it in my hand to hold it down while I pump gas, and lean against the car. I'm a tease

Oh, and it's not just when I'm wearing a barely-revealing dress, either. If I wear baggy clothes, I'm a "dyke," and clearly I need a man to show me what good a dick is and set me 'straight,' pun intended, even if I've never been gay in the first place and I'm just wearing loose, baggy clothing because it's comfortable and I'm tired.

By having a vagina, I clearly am asking for a man to violently introduce his dick to said vagina. And it's not just here in WV. It's everywhere. This is what women have to deal with every day. The fact that I have the mindset of "Oh, it's been a good day. I wasn't raped and wasn't harassed too much today" is a sad fact, but it is a fact. I consider myself lucky to make it home without having some guy grab me or pin me to something or decide that oh, that's a vagina, let me stick my dick in it. I consider it a good day if no one cat-called or made lewd comments or asked how much I'm "selling my body" for.

Why do women have to put up with this? Why is it that because I have a vagina, I'm a slut, no ifs ands or buts about it. Though, of course, if I try to not show too much skin, I'm a prude or a dyke and also am "asking" to be raped. Because I need to 'loosen up.' A woman shouldn't have to go through her closet and judge the "rape-asking factor" (as I call it) of each item of clothing and throw out anything that shows too much skin or is too clingy or is too baggy or--wait. That's pretty much every item of clothing that's made for a woman. So what are women supposed to wear? We can't wear full-body cat suits because that shows too many curves! We're "asking for it!" We can't wear baggy clothes because then we're 'dykes' and "asking for it!" We can't wear clothes that fit on a medium scale because those show that we have breasts, so we're "asking for it!"

Men, grow up. Just because a woman has a vagina and breasts does not mean you're entitled to stick your dick in it. I'm sick of being afraid to walk outside, afraid to stand in a line, afraid to be in a crowd, because a man inevitably thinks I'm asking for it.
2012-05-03 06:42 pm
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Havemercy Fic Log

Because for some reason or another, I dont like crossposting. Either they're here, or they're on [livejournal.com profile] thremedon . If they're on this log and you KNOW there's another part or two, it's likely in my journal.. I'm too lazy at the present moment to link those as well.
Note: These are only Havemercy/Shadow Magic fanfics. Um. If I missed one, link me, okay?


One-shots:

Crash
Transgression
The Note
Impatience Pays [Adults only]
Patchwork
Beauty in the Breakdown [Adults only]
Piano
Series:
Peacock at the Prom
    pt 1 & 2
    pt 3 & 4
    pt 5 & 6
The Cabin
    pt 1
    pt 2
    pt 3  [Adults only]
Gold Metal
    pt I
    pt II
Love Letter to Nobody
    I
    II
    III
    IV
    V
    VI
    VII
foreverphoenix: (Fancy why do a project)
2011-09-07 12:44 am
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Piano

Title: Piano
Author: me
Summary: Balfour find someone playing the piano while at the Greylace mansion. Who is it and what does this mean?
A/N: SPOILER FIC FOR STEELHANDS! This is post-Steelhands, which means that if you haven't read it, don't read this fic and then complain about me spoiling you.
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The room was dark and silent )

The italicised 'statements' at the end are lyrics, paraphrased or otherwise, from the song Dead Boy's Poem, by Nightwish.
And yes, "You're babbling, Raphael" is a reference to Too Late, Balfour by [livejournal.com profile] sweetjerry
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2011-04-25 07:42 pm
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Love Letter 7

 Many thanks to my beta, Arsinyk, from Fanfiction.net! You helped a lot!
Sorry this one took so super long to post, but my muse ran off to Sweden to help [livejournal.com profile] sweetjerry and left me all alone. 

This one's for [livejournal.com profile] shawn_anne !
Was this the way it had been with Amery and his unnamed lover? Had he been forced to write a love letter to nobody because ... )

Slight reference to [livejournal.com profile] sweetjerry 's Things One Might Find. It's hers, no credit meant for myself. 
2011-04-20 04:52 am

A little jewel I found in my Documents folder

 I, ah, apparently wrote this back in August 2010. I don't know why or how it was inspired, but, by the title, I do know it is from Balfour's point of view, and most likely to Adamo. It's not brilliant, has no real rhyme scheme or pattern, but that's not how I write poetry anyway. So, here it is, under the cut because of possible suckiness:


Balfour's poem )
2011-04-04 06:04 am

A cheerier theme; a darker title; a celebration of literature

So, I don't know how long I've been an active member of Livejournal, but I've been here from the second release of Havemercy. The fourth book is now coming out, called Steelhands, and a friend of mine got an advance copy of it. That is what inspired my title and subtitle, for those of you bothered enough to translate the second.

What my first said was "Metal dragons and big scruffy Airmen? Oh yeah~ | It's time to fly, so smile for me." It, too, was a celebration of the Havemercy books, but also of Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles. This is the first time in years that I've changed it other than to correct the Japanese.

Welcome to my fanfic dump, darlings. Hold on and enjoy the ride.
2011-01-29 12:02 am

Just some things that amused me...

On the twelfth day of Christmas, fushicho_eien sent to me...
Twelve uh_oh_overflows drumming
Eleven metal dragons piping
Ten dragons a-leaping
Nine marauders dancing
Eight explosions a-milking
Seven compassus a-swimming
Six alcibiades a-roleplaying
Five me-e-e-echanical dragons
Four gay magicians
Three jaida jones
Two molly rats
...and a niall in a chastity.
Get your own Twelve Days:



In 2011, fushicho_eien resolves to...
Give some mechanical dragons to charity.
Put fifty jaida jones a month into my savings account.
Cut down on my roleplaying.
Cut down to ten marauders a day.
Become a better evariste.
Eat more metal dragons.
Get your own New Year's Resolutions:
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-12-17 10:48 pm
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Love Letter part 6

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.

He easily got a new frame for the broken picture... )
Inspiration: this untitled fic by [livejournal.com profile] sam_i_am_89 
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-12-07 08:43 am
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Love Letter part 5

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.

His dark hair was quite a bit longer than when he had first joined, falling into his eyes when his head was tilted down, hiding the sight of the cruel world of the Airman. )
Title is from Dead Boy's Poem by Nightwish
Bit about dark hair blah blah blah is from While Your Lips Are Still Red by the same artist. "Dark hair for catching the wind, not to veil the sight of a cold world..."
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-11-11 11:06 pm

Love Letter part 4

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.

The quiet, unfortunately, didn't last for long. )
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-10-26 04:35 pm
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Love Letter part 3

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.
Notes: No that massive amount of italicized text is not a formatting error; it's a flashback. Lookie! I'm trying a new style!

"You're Amery's little brother, aren't you!" )
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-10-18 02:39 pm
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Love Letter part 2

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.

Two weeks into his stay at the Airman, Balfour still hadn't found time to go investigate this 'eternal beloved' of his brother's )

The title is taken from a line from a song called Dead Boy's Poem by Nightwish. 
foreverphoenix: (Amery's Marmalade)
2010-10-16 12:20 am

Love Letter 1--intro

Title: Love Letter to Nobody
Author: Me, naturally
Summary: Amery has died, leaving his possessions behind. His little brother finds a letter from his favorite—and only—brother to a woman defined only as ‘eternal beloved’ and goes to find out who it is.

My eternal beloved, it began... )